my wish

what hurts the most, was being so close,
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and I seen that loving you
is what i was trying to do.

I sat my swing for 15 mins, swinging back and forth for about fifteen minutes with my head to the sky and I was thinking, "God, what do you want me to do with my life?" Sometimes I don't know if he hears my prayers, and ALTHOUGH, I know he'll provide for my needs and not my wants, its difficult to accept 'No' for an asnwer.

oh, heal my troubled soul~

and, reading the camera's manual book is giving me headache.