testerone boys and harlequin girls

When you don't fit in, you become superhuman. You can feel everyone's eyes on you, stuck like Velcro. You can hear a whisper about you from a mile away. You can disappear, even when it looks like you're still standing right there. You can scream, and nobody hears a sound.

You became the mutant who fell into a vat of acid, the Joker who can't remove his mask, the bionic man who's missing all of his limbs and none of his heart.

You are the thing that used to be normal, but that was so long ago, you can't even remember what it was like.

I hate my brother, that bloody idiot who think he is King, the boy who never grew up and I don't think he ever will, the idiot who spits in people's hair to piss them off, the idiot who kicks/punches/slaps people to vent his anger, the idiot who hurls vulgarities like nobody's business and half the time he doesn't know what they mean. The idiot who hurts people's feeling and thinks he's bloody righteous. The bloody obnoxious ACS freak. Th idiot who thinks his skinny monkeyass is going to be able to play rugby, the idiot who thinks he is Albert Einstein just because he managed to get back to the Express stream. He is that exact kind of idiot you'll find in jail when he grows up, God, why did you make him my brother!!!!! I CANNOT stand him.
When I was young, I would write "death penalties" for him. Example, I would wish him death by a lightning strike, or, death by a car accident, but I think the scariest of deaths is really when you sleep and never wake up. Imagine that. When you sleep and you find yourself in an eternal nightmare that replays itself over and over again and it never stops. David Quek you obnoxious turd, I hope when you die, you die of the eternal nightmare. Fck you.

But on to happier things, Its only 2 more days till the end of school, and a math supplementary is only one hour. Hurray, I should be going out with Shaa and the rest of the bubbletea gang to watch a movie tomorrow :D I am so broke, and that's not very good. pfft.
"Good people" was really good, but Leer and Linette didn't quite get it,and the ending was quite weird.. I expected a better ending.. but okay, rehearsal at Dayi's house was interesting, theer was this family drama/fuel thingamajic going on, and so all of us including Jiu-ma hid in the Karaoke room and we had to wait till the storm was over. So by the time we got home it was one plus, and Chanty and Jojo stayed over.

Played Touch Rugby with Dan, Jojo, Jon Cho and David, and poor Desiree got hit by the ball at full speed twice. But it was really fun, and Sabrina's dog tried to eat us, his name is Wolf btw.

The best song, (for the time being)

OMG, I LOVEEEE NICK.

enjoy,

love,

deborah!