How long is the road?

Today is the day I cried in fear.
Today is the day I have ever felt stressed in, forever.

The O level results were released today and I swear I felt so scared, although I wasn't the one getting back my results. With about 600 hundred sticky, sweaty bodies squeezed into the hall, the atmosphere was so tense and we started making stupid jokes to make ourselves feel better. The silly girls all got A's for their higher chinese! haha, cheena poks. Its time to hang out with them more often so that I can get an A for chinese too! Which I desperately need, F.Y.I.

Tk did really well this year, "Best in the past 10 years" or so says the Principal. That puts pressure on us! Cos it means we have to do better than the previous batch. AWW MAN...

Okay, the main point is, I saw so many seniors crying, for good and bad results and I'm thinking:

" I could be her.."

and her refers to the poor girl sitting on the floor crying because of poor results.

OMG, I am so scared. And so I have come up with a backup plan. If that happens to me next year, I have already asked The Other Half, African Baby and the Sex Bomb to prepare boxes of tissue paper for me to bawl my eyes out till I go blind.

okay, to prevent myself from becoming like "that girl", I am going to pia like mad for chem, or at least try to.

goodnight lovelies :D

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