coffee, tea, or me?

during my brithday



I saw the loveliest sunset today. mmhmm :)


I realise that whenever I blog, its always about me, me, me. So I thought, isn't that really BHB? But then again, it is MY blog right. hahaha. woohoo! so hell to those people who think blogging is for commercialising oneself. :D


I would like to remind myself that there is about 18 days to midyears and what am I doing? Watching tv, and how long have I been watching TV? for about.. 3 hours, oh, good job. I am going to fail o levels and be a ne'er do well. WOOHOO.


I feel so pleased! hahaha, I saw cute guy in e math class today :D hahahaha, and he sat next to me. Okay I know I sound so boy crazy and what not, (OKAY FINE I AM, ITS THE HORMONES I TELL YOU.) but yes, he is very nice. heehee


oh oh oh, my eye power didn't increase! Applause please. Its a "joy to the world" moment. Miss Yeoh asked me what would happen if my power increased and I told her I would just, drop on the floor and die. like, not literally, but yes, I would be given the death stare from my mom. so yes, HALLELUJAH.


(this is such a random post)


I want to marry Nick Jonas, and I will keep dreaming about it till he actually gets married to someone else, after which I will actually become depressed and just cry for three days and three nights, and, I will vow never to get married to anyone else (okay maybe not). And, I will scheme to break up his marriage, and when I say scheme, I actually mean wait patiently for his marriage to end in shambles before I appear as his princess in a flowing white gown to sweep him off his feet. muahahaha.


Oh! If I had to give myself a new name, I would choose the name, Jade. haha, Its so oriental right! So pretty and nice. I love it. But yes, sorry, my face isn't exactly very jade-ish so I will call my daughter, Jade, and I will call my son like, Jason or something. Or maybe Jeremy... haha, Or, I would give him a nice chinese name, like, Jun Jie. (Cos I secretly like JJ Lin) heehee, thinking about such stuff makes me happy. I think that my ambition would to be a housewife la, cos I would be more than willing to do housework and cook.


I like Xiaxue, she has such a charmed life can! like, she's quite pretty la, and she is quite rich! haha, so be able to afford all the clothes that she has.. yes, rich. and she earns money by blogging! so cool sia!


OMG, SORRY DIGRESS,


OMG OMG OMG, I AM SO DAMN PISSED WITH THE STUPID KOREAN GIRL IN "THE FROG PRINCE" SHOW. OMG! SO ANNOYING!!!!! SHE IS SUCH A FREAKING BACKSTABBING HYPOCRITE!!! ARGHHHH, kill her kill her kill her. STAB STRANGLE SUFFOCATE! goodness, I can't stand it when people act pitiful to gain sympathy. Its simply annoying. pfft, like, the over the max kind of act cute la! I mean, even if you do it subtlely and you don't do it to harm anyone, its no big deal, but UGH! soooo annoying, okay sorry. I think Xiujing in the show is such a poor thing, and Karl is just blinded by revenge and lust. AND DASHUN, IS JUST PLAIN EVIL.. goodness!


alrighty then., moving on...


I am really glad for my friends in school, and since I am feeling light and happy, I am going to name them.
1)Linette
2) Rachel, Yvette, Yizhen, Vidthiya...
3) Vada and Fatimah
4) GIRLFRIEND!
5) NIKKITAAAAAA. (i still have my surprise for you.)

and other people, okay sorry I am too lazy to type now.
and I am very distracted cos I am watching TV so I will stop here :D







xoxo,
deborah!

fear is not the absence of courage. It is merely the begining of it.