may angels lead you in

This morning I heard the buzzing of my phone against my pillow and woke up to a message that made me think of how fragile some things in life are. Carol passed on this morning after her fight with cancer and OKAY, many people die of cancer. Sure, Uncle Fai died of liver cancer too, but maybe then I was too young to actually grasp the concept of dying. It wasn't even very long ago that we were all walking down the aisle as bridesmaids for Steph's wedding! :/

but through this, praise God for being merciful and loving, always, 24/7. At least she's in a place void of pain and suffering :) May angels lead her in. 

*****

not a good week,

definitely not a good week. 

*****

I know this sounds selfish but can't I have you all for myself?

deborah, you need to be less greedy. 

(but its more of wanting to not lose a friend more than anything right..?)

:/

I hate this part right here.