should I trust the postage due, to deliver my heart to you.

Hi everyone,

Please meet my superstar soccer captain-to-be friend. 

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 I secretly want to drown myself in work so that I might possibly fall sick.

Somehow this voice inside my head is telling me that I am doing this because

I want your attention. I think I gave up on you somewhere between the

empty conversations and awkward situations. ): 

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did you forget?