only because you want me to. and other things.

Normally I wouldn't do this but because you're being so difficult I will, sigh, I need to stop compromising just because.

so, Dreams are _____________. There are the ones that you forget the minute sleep and grogginess is washed away, and then there are the ones with lingering bits and pieces that make you think about and leave a trail of inexplicable worry and awkwardness. I'm not good with words, because if I were I probably wouldn't be drowning in my thoughts. This is so difficult.

Usually you dream about something/someone if you think about it too much in the day, but I will account for my dream as spending wayyy too much time with you.
And, its probably not as bad as I make it out to be but its still, exaggerating things is my forte after all. I could always choose the easy way out and tell you a a believable, perfect little fabricated white lie but since I said I'd tell you everything you ask, here goes:

so there we are, lying down looking up above into the sky and we'd talk.
talk about anything, probably. and then i'd hold your hand because I want to and it feels comfortable, on the most part.
then we'd fall asleep there and then and then...


hah, I feel like a cheeky monkey, I can't do this. I owe you. Pinky promise. ^^