here we go again,

lelove: sunday evenings

by far my most favourite picture on lelove.

I tend to say silly things when I'm in a frenzy of emotions. I don't think, I just say. Which really makes me no different from an impulsive brat so please, forgive me. I never like it when I find myself in a situation where I'm not in control. It means surprises, not pleasant ones mind you, and more often than not, the tendency to say and do stupid things. I wish I had more self control. I want to be a poised penguin.

I've been having too much fun once again with the army, and as much as we are public nuisance, I want to be selfish and play as much as I can before this semester ends and we split up and life goes back to its normal, boring self. I think I'm short-changing myself with regards to a lot of things. I don't want to wake up one day and think of what could have been. I want to be able to grow old and say 'oh, been there, done that' in a nonchalant kind of manner, with no regrets whatsoever. But I'm a coward like that, its always the safer way out to not be so ambitious. Deborah, what am I going to do with you.

This weekend has been hectic, I think I'm spreading myself too thinly over one thick chunk of commitments and responsibilities, and, I'm not trusting God to actually provide and take charge in all that's happening. I need to learn how to entrust all that I do into His hands. Let me be Your most prized possession, precious in Your sight.

Sunday morning rain is falling

Steal some covers share some skin

Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable

You twist to fit the mold that I am in

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do

And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew

That someday it would bring me back to you

That someday it would bring me back to you