I've seen better days

just in case.

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I realise the more someone talks as if they know me very well, the more I try to prove them wrong. It just makes me feel like I'm some book they can read when they try to say things that shape and mould the way I am, the way I think, the way I function. I don't want to be a vanilla person, I don't want to be pinocchio. I am a ball of contradictions, the more you try to make me sound like who you think I am, the more I am going to prove to you I'm not.

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√ Picnic! At my favourite spot on the beach, just the two of us and your guitar, I'll bring a book along and we'll drink lemonade and eat those little club sandwiches with the sides cut off. Oh, and my red and white checkered mat. I'll bring the camera along and fill the entire memory card with pictures of you. Because you're beautiful to me.

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I'm losing it, I thought I erased that photo of us in my phone and I panicked but when I found it again, it was like finding some sort of lost treasure. It is the same kind of feeling when you get when you find a pearl in an oyster. Precious.