shut up, please.

only because we are cool like that

Everytime I log online, I need to check every blog that is listed on my safari hotpages, and at least log in to Facebook once to check my notifications once through before I start doing any work because I think I'm scared of being "left behind", if you get what I mean. I have security issues.

I need to get off my lazy ass and start doing something about my assignments that seem to be piling up. Worst is, I don't really feel the stress. But like Nick was saying, I also don't wanna get my GPA back at the end of the semester and regret not working harder. and everytime I think I'm not working hard enough, what Mr Peh "said" to me for Children's Day last year pops back into my head and makes me feel... :/

I feel inadequate. I want to sulk. But masking it by pretending to be oblivious to how I feel seems to be the easier way out. I need a hug from you, a hug that will tell me that its okay to be yourself because shit happens and I'm forgiven for being me. I need the holidays to come so that I can have some me-time. It's been a while.