like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound

Hello,

Stop asking me how life is because to me it is the most redundant and rhetorical question known to mankind. How else can life be? I don't get it, if i were to honestly tell you how life is I don't think we'd be able to continue with a decent conversation so stop asking for things you won't be able to handle. I never speak what I really want to say. I don't know how to, and I guess its just better off that way.

I am so pissed off at how conveniently some people take certain things for granted. Pops just asked me whether he should talk to √ on behalf for ∆, I told him its no point, because he is so arrogant, he is just going to think its granted he should be accepted back into school because of church connections. This is why I have something against children who come from wealthy backgrounds, they never know how to solve their own problems and face the music, so I don't get what's all this gangster bullshit talk about "fighting your own battle". Stupid, ignorant talk, the only hardship they know of is probably school homework. So what if your intelligence level is marginally higher than mine? At least I had/have grades decent enough for me to have a choice.

But as always, I am quick to speak and I know I'm not the perfect person to judge so that's all I will say.

Every day things occur that leave me disappointed time and time again and that's it, I give up. Sometimes I think my brain works at full speed and leaves me with a billion and one questions that I cannot answer, yet when You give me the answers I cannot help but feel sad at the reply. Sometimes, just sometimes, I feel way beyond my years.

Friends are so disappointing but I am amazed by how You never fail me.