please don't get sick of me

You don't know this.

I won't even tell you this either.

But your every word or opinion affects me more than you can imagine.

One of the things my sister and I have in common is that we're both people pleasers. In a way, we find it difficult to be ourselves in front of the people that have a certain importance in our lives. So more often than not, we find ourselves trying to be someone we think other people will like. Careful not to tread on other people's toes. Wary about saying the wrong things. Attentive to how different situations are. Changing like a chameleon to camouflage and mask.

I'm sorry if you're starting to get sick of me.