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"But the way he is, is not good for me. It’s maintaining an alarming unhappiness in me that I need to get away from to feel whole again. Ending this will break my heart, and his too if I’m to believe him. The fairytale was so promising, so beautiful, so achingly beautiful that I don’t want to give it up. Neither of us realized in the beginning that we were fools to think this would work. We gave it up by starting it in the first place."