caught in reverse

What happens when you know someone for an extended period of time, when you familiarize yourself with their quirks and peeves, their petty attitudes and strange behaviour. When you learn to "love them for them", even in their ruttiest points. Do you start to stray? Thinking, "Hey, I've had enough, maybe it's time to move on." I find myself always gravitating towards these kind of thoughts recently, it scares me. How people can be so dispensable and replaceable.

I'm learning more about myself everyday, how I'm never who I think I am, or who people think I am. Maybe that's why I hate labels. I absolutely abhor people who think they know best. Though admittedly I do that too. But being self aware helps... ha lolz. But I digress. I guess what I really wanted to say was.... I'm almost close to walking away, because staying around isn't doing me any good.