indecisive

2013, I still can't decide if I'd like you or not. 2012 was nothing short of amazing. I finally graduated, had The Summer of my life, and kind of really did want the world to end there and then. But then you rolled along and showed promise with a new job and life direction and I was hesitant but I still took shaky steps and here I am, feeling worn out but mildly satisfied.

I've been trying my bestest to not freak out with all these new changes. Pushing aside scared, angry tears when faced with frustrations and doubt, but I am slowly resigning to being so, so, vulnerable and fearful right now. I haven't been able to quell these torrents of self loathing, to say the very least. I'm about to reach the age of 21. This is way too young to be facing a quarter life crisis. Help?